Suicide note

Hey cheer up I had the same exact thing happen to me just at a later age my dad cheated on my mom tho several times. Things will get better seriously I can’t tell u the amount of times I’ve wished and prayed for death but only u can decide when u want to start changing how u feel I decided to not let what my parents did to ruin my life I decided that I deserve to be happy and I started hanging around positive ppl that built me up and made me feel amazing u just need to start letting ppl in maybe getting back your friends ppl that care about how u r feeling third parties tho those outside of ur parents. Because parents during splits and times like this can lose site of what is really important. But if ur friends really cared then they will still love u regardless of what happened maybe you should talk to them about it. U need love and support during times like these that’s what helped me turn my life around. Or maybe you can go out and meet new people. You have a beautiful soul the world is a cold place but you just have to look for the little things that make life enjoyable and trust me there r little things u may not realize that can bring u the slightest happiness if any at all. But u need to start hanging out with good ppl or making new friends or maybe even speaking to a therapist but a real one not somebody who will just ask u “how does that make you feel?” But someone who has experienced what u have like maybe a motivational speaker type of therapist.