It doesn’t matter how much volunteer work I do, how many jobs I work at, how many classes I take, or how much I actively reach out to help people. Nobody wants anything to do with me. I’m very lonely. Nobody messages me or asks me to hang out with them, nobody asks how I’m doing, and last year nobody visited me in the hospital when I was there for a week. What’s wrong with me? Why am I this big of a social outcast? Why am I treated like I’m just extraordinarily annoying? I really just want to die. I want the pain to go away, and I don’t want to wake up anymore.
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Seems like some people are born this way and no one wants to talk to us. I always wish I could have friends.
Strangely enough.. you have posted after me, but the site shows you did before me.. though interesting coincidence that we both commented almost at the same time.
Anyway I can try to be friends with both of you.
You actually would become friends with someone like me?
Want to be a friend with me ? .. well ..online friend at least.
IndigoMasquerade,
I completely get where you are coming from – I, too, often feel as if people treat me like I don’t matter and I can’t understand why, either. I wish I had an answer for you.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
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