Can I Escape?

First off I have to say that life was not meant to be painful > but mean people and greedy people and irresponsible people have made it this way at times.
But even though there are hardships in life and life not always being fair, Yes you can find your little slice of happiness
Yes you can overcome depression. Lots of people do.

What is going on in your life that is causing you to be depressed??
that is something you have to try and figure out.
then work on making things better.
Do you have people in your life that are being mean to you??
or is it something else.

Is seems like there must be some cause of this because
you mention that your life is a living nightmare.
what is causing you to feel this way?