I suck. Everybody hates me. I hate myself. I have no family, no friends, my coworkers hate me. I don’t even know why. I seem to bring out a visceral hate in everybody I encounter. If not for my dog, I’d be dead already. Ironically, I have a big heart and am usually attempting to be nice and helpful. But, it inevitably backfires. Cheers.
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You do have a big heart, helping others here. I don’t know why, as you say, people irl don’t seem to appreciate you, it’s such a shame they don’t see that you’re a nice, caring person, idk, sometimes I think it’s seen as a weakness by others. One thing I know from experience is how wonderful it is to have a dog, or cat for that matter, for company, just wish I was in a place to own another one.
Thanks Nias. Your words mattered to me more than you know. Peace.
Hey man, we have a lot in common. Tell me if this sounds familiar; you try really hard to make everyone in your life like you by being nice and trying to be a good person, but more often than not you get shot down. You might even try to change the way you act just to make these assholes like you, but you still get treated like shit. And you start to believe you’re shit. And you just want to never look at yourself or these people again. Maybe not all of that, but at least some of it. All I can say is try to let that shit roll off of you. If you can get past thinking everyone else hates you, you can evetually learn not to hate yourself. Keep doing you and eventually people will show up that see you for the good person you are. It’ll take time, but shit will start looking up if you can make yourself believe that it will. Good luck bro, I’ll come back if I can think of anything else