I am so fed up, I dont even know if it is me or if it is the people around me. I just feel like sleeping and just not waking up. I dont know if it is because I stopped going to church that the feeling of my heart drowning is hurting more. I hate my life. I just want to jump off a cliff and see who actually misses me.
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Hi Shirley. What’s going on? I can understand the church piece. When I miss church, it often snowballs into other problems. If you’d like to talk more about what’s happening, I’m sure many of us will listen. This is a good site to find support. Although it may be difficult to realize now, you’d be missed more than you know.
Life can overwhelm us sometimes, we find ourselves wondering what the point is when we feel empty inside, church may have given you some rhyme and reason in life. Without it perhaps you’re now looking for something else, but there are many ways to look at life, religion is only one way, but then, if you found church gave you that purpose you must decide if you still need it.
I think it’s common to question our worth in life and to others, do people really care about us, would we be truly missed. I believe that every suicide leaves behind a feeling of sadness on someone or some people, a question for them to wonder why it happened, if it could have been prevented. In life perhaps this isn’t evident without asking, but who can ask, who can mention suicide to someone who doesn’t understand, who can mention it except on a site like this.