uhm hi everyone,im new here.so last summer i tried to kill myself with pills but i failed and ended up in hospital for 2 weeks.i was diagnosed with major depression.my whole family thinks this is some kind of joke,they think that theres no way i could be depressed bc im just a teen and its so disgustin and annoying.my parents are horrible.theyre calling me names and expect too much.i cry almost everynight because i cant get their words oyt of my head.my mom thinks “i’ve everything” but to her everything is money and material stuff.they never tried talking to me and always act like everything is alright.i cant explain that pressure but i hope y’all understand.i dont have problems at school bc im with “the popular ones” but we make fun of each other sometimes.i self harm and smoke sometimes.ik its bad for me but thats the only time when i feel okay.i try to make everyone laugh because i dont want anyone on this planet to be depressed and sad.my grades got worse and i think its bc of depression.i think about killing myself again and i dont care about my future.one week ago i took pills again but nothing happened,i just threw up.my mom is just being worse and worse these days and i cant take it anymore.i really dont know what to do anymore and i think about suicide
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If your parents won’t understand you, support you or help you with your problems, you have to find help elsewhere.
You have to find someone who is strong and can actually help you sort out your issues. This could be any adult who has the time, expertise, will and understanding to help you. It could be several people at once. It is great that you have reached out here, but it is limited what we can do on here – at the most encourage you and give you information.
You really need someone who can support you and be there for you face-to-face.
Also be mindful of this when you choose who to hang out with – make sure they are people who do you good.
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Hi – I feel like you are in a situation of crisis. You sound just like my daughter – who tried suicide twice 2-1/2 years ago. You are in a situation where you need more help than your mom can give you. Can you check yourself into a place where you can get help, where you can stay residentially? You sound like you need a break from the irritants that are causing you upset and emotional distress. I am very concerned for you – and if this is the only site you are sharing your feelings with, I want you to know as a father – THINGS WILL get better. You are in distress – it is clear from your words. Please seek help from a place where you will find some calm. Do not worry that you will miss school. This is a time you need to consider your mental health as the number one priority. There is a very helpful phone #:Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
1-800-273-8255. Please – you need more than a chat on a website! From someone who has been there –
My advice is shit…
Go try telling this stuff to your councelor, if you want. Thats it.
That or…do what i did and throw your entire family away, bit by bit. Hate their guts for treating you like shit, then leave forever and never come back. Stop feeling sorry for them, for never feeling sorry about you…
Right not my dad’s got pneumonia, and chronic bronchitis, and he can go fuck himself and die already. My sister’s just some slut who couldn’t even finish college without getting hitched, and has 3 whole fucking kids now; and my moms taking care of me the only way she knows how, -materially-…so as soon as i finish college im getting the fuck away from her too, then ill be done with my entire family…to think im the only person left actually doing anything, while all i want to do 90% of the time is kill myself or others, sad.
To hell with your family: worst advice ever.