So for the past 2 months, I’ve been extremely depressed. I’ve hardly been able to get anything done. I had to take an incomplete for my class, and everything’s due tomorrow, yet I haven’t even done anything. I’m so screwed. I feel so helpless. It was a few weeks ago where I felt so depressed I thought that if I helped others, if I left little notes for strangers, I might feel better. Which I have been doing, I even started a blog about it called strangerafess.tumblr.com. My friend helped me with writing notes too, except these were supposed to be more funny ones, than the ones I originally wrote.
I don’t know, but for what it’s worth, it helped a little. Knowing I might be making someone smile makes me happy. Yet I don’t have the motivation to do it anymore. It’s basically become a way for me to procrastinate too. If anyone here needs a way to get their minds off their feelings, this kind’ve helps. It makes me feel good when I do good for others.
But like my previous post, I just can’t take it anymore. This is just a suggestion for others. If I survive until tomorrow, I will continue with my idea. If not I’d be happy to know someone is continuing it.
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I hope you are continuing…..i know about procrastination as i do ot all the time and since my mother died 17 months ago i dont even clean my house much…..i will start tomorrow i say.
Thats great about your blog.. you may never know who you have helped and continued to help
As for study……let it wait. It will be tjer in 1 yrs time, 2yrs 5yrs etc
Now is the time to see to your mental health….how about studying that! Get a dr a counsellor phone a helpline or a charity that helps Dont try and do this on your own cos it cant be done alone.
Get the help you need…blog about it. Go on medication or change medication of you have to.
Only you can write your blog.
Hugs x
Thank you! Since I’ve made it through, I’m thinking of continuing. Although I usually only do it when I go out somewhere, and because of this depression I don’t even feel like doing that.
I think that’s the only thing that let’s me continue the blog, is knowing I may or may not be helping someone else out there. That I might be putting a smile on someone’s face or making them laugh.
I have a therapist, and I’m on medication currently. I have people I talk to, sometimes none of it helps.
And thank you, your words made me smile <3
And I'm also sorry about your mother, I can't say I know how that feels, but I hope you feel better (: