I’m slowly dying mentally each and every day. I don’t want to be here anymore. I’ve tried so hard to look past my physical deformities and and see the “good” in people but it has gotten me nowhere. I just want to die. Today, tomorrow what the fuck ever. Days are the same. My last words before I die will be, “Fuck this place.” It’s decided, I will die of suicide. I’m a little ashamed because I promised my mom I wouldn’t.. but truthfully and honestly…. FUCK THIS PLACE!
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What are your “physical deformities”?
bone disease, have abnormally short arms. You know like T-rex?
omfgitsaraver ,
sorry about your affection, we all have them in one way or another, enjoy what you can. that’s everybody’s problem my little t rex you are no different than the rest of us, pull out of what life has dealt you, be strong! and you will find love.
I hear ya. Fuck this shit. I’m going out in flames.
I’m also sorry about your issues/deformity. There’s a lot of bad, mean people out there for sure. I have a similar issue and have experienced a lot of the same. I’d be a liar if I said I don’t agree with you, but I also met some genuinely good people. Sadly, not that many.
I feel your pain. I was born with big ears, big nose and just an ugly face . My dream was to fix my face to look normal not to look like a model but just normal and guess what? as soon as I turn 16 I started to loose my hair rapidly . I had lots of friends with no problems like me all of them kept their hair and I was the only one with big ears , ugly and big nose that was going to be bold and ugly in my twenties. There is alot more to the story. I did everything in my power to fix those problems. I worked like a slave to save money to get a cosmetic surgery and look for the top expensive surgeons in Beverly Hills to make me normal but they only took my money and made it worse. That’s why I agree with you and I wish I wasn’t born. The world is beautiful is us that are born physicly or mentally unbalance. Lest’s die and end our misery .