Well its official im the biggest loser in Houston! In a matter of 3days ive lost everything I love in this world! I lost my job, my gf and my son bc I couldnt find a stable living arrangement! And not bc I couldn’t afford it but bc of my record! So after blowing money for a cpl mos on hotels my family got fed up and left me alone, broke, homeless and miserable! Im so heartbroken right now! The pain I feel inside is unbearable! Im so worthless! How pathetic must I be to not be able to house my family! This has shown me im just a waste of space and am not worthy of love and happiness! My girl wont even answer my calls, I dont have any friends and I cant hold my 6mos old son! Im tired of crying and feeling so ashamed, embarrassed, pathetic, worthless and useless! So ive decided at the age of 29 im ending my life in my car at the wal-Mart parking lot im parked at right now and they will find me with a needle in my arm! I will finally be at peace with myself! Goodbye
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Good-Bye, Good luck. Sorry the world has been so cruel. You deserve to hold your baby, you deserve happiness. I’m not gonna tell you to keep trying at life – I know how empty that sounds. I’m so sorry. If there’s anyone here to talk to…I might not be the best person, but someone here might genuinely be of help.
Reach out to someone, anyone, please………wish you luck… You aren’t worthless. You are just as significant as anyone else. I can’t imagine the pain you’re going through.
Maybe try a suicide hotline? You need to talk things out. Maybe someone there can offer advice, something you haven’t thought of yet. It is worth trying. Your son shouldn’t grow up without you. You can be strong, work through this and be a good a father. Maybe even work things out with his mom. Make the call, it certainly can’t hurt right?
kinda shitty of your gf to leave you for reasons out of your control- i imagine it has been a stressful couple of months but don’t write everything off yet- maybe she’ll cool off, just needs a little time, you probably do too
i don’t judge, you’re an adult and have the right to choose for yourself what is best for you – but maybe think twice about what is best for your sweet baby boy…
XOXOXO
I don’t know the whole situation here, but at this point you should think of your son and not your gf. If you haven’t done anything besides not finding a place to live (which imo isn’t a horrible crime or an unforgivable thing, as you have been looking and have the money for it, and you did have a roof on top of their heads as well) i think she’s either throwing a tantrum or using it as an excuse to leave you. If you were doing nothing or avoiding it i could understand it, but as it stands maybe you should give it some time, she might talk to you again and let you see your son, and this could be just a stupid anecdote you tell to your grandchildren when you are older. In any case i wish you the best of luck, and really, think it through first.
Email me at angelhohimer2003@gmail.com btw i wasnt born in 2003
I may be late on this but I’m sorry….. I’m truly am sorry you tried your hardest. And I know