I just want to sleep and never wake up. I’m a single woman in my thirties with no significant relationships other than my parents. I’ve tried to have friends but things just don’t seem to work out. I have nothing to offer people anymore. I’m to depressed. I have no children to worry about either. I have no job. I have nothing. I’m planning on wrapping a few things up and writing a suicide note for my parents sake, then taking all of my pills tonight. No one knows, no one would even care anyway. Life means nothing anymore.
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Please don’t as long as you’re alive you have a chance I care I’m in the same situation
Thank you but all living will do is extended my suffering. I have tried to make changes and have failed.
You sound exactly like me. I did the same thing last year and woke in a hospital treated hateful and rough by staff. The one thing I learned from that was to never use pills again and to make sure I never end up in a hospital.
Hang out and chat gre awhile. It may help to know there are others just like you. It may not, but then again it may 🙂
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I hear you. I feel the same. No children, no husband… why can’t I go?
Because life being over would hurt me most of all. It is not a matter of if things could change, it is the fact that dying by my own hand is the wrong change. Our spirits continue, I truly believe. Believe even though the pain here seems insurmountable and our needs so great- needs that go unanswered and drag us down.
The misery can be so dark and isolating. Please hang in here and don’t give into these feelings.
I am there too but I will never give up. I don’t want to die and have these feelings be my last. Life can get better. Hold on to that thought. Hold on to the hope, little as it can seem, and keep reaching for help.
I know exactly how you feel. I really hope you can find a reason to keep going.
I am basically the same. All I feel like all I have is my job though.
Please realize that you have someone though. That’s something. Try to hold onto that.
Also, please don’t take all your pills. You will hurt yourself, but it probably won’t kill you. It will likely just make your life worse with health complications.
Please keep talking…
Like many above i relate as well (and in my thirties too). Only thing keeping me alive is not hurting my parents and even that is getting to a breaking point. Like many said above, you have something to hold on to… also, at this age the most common place to meet people is work so that might be part of the lack of friends? took me a while to realize that. Don’t take your pills, they will only make you sick and send you to the hospital…
I do hope you are still with us. I can relate to your situation – I am a man in my thirties with no real friends and it seems that my attempted friendships don’t work out for me, either, as you yourself mentioned. I’m not sure why and I can’t offer an explanation for your situation, either, unfortunately.
I hope you find the strength to continue on, even if only for your parents. Perhaps try to find a hobby or interest in your community and build from there. Best wishes.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)