I’m engaged. She’s the most beautiful person in the world. But I feel so fuckin alone like.. I no she’s the one for me. Recently her roommate don’t like me and made me move out so I did just that . we’ve grown distant quickly. Three days I’ve been back at my grandmothers house. And she has broken promises and knows of my problems… She’s driving me over the edge …yes I’ve told her…and I beg of her not to keep hurting me… But …she doesn’t care… Not text no calls back she’s slowly breaking me know in I’m fucked up in the head… Why does she do this… I can’t get past it… She…she was my one..
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I might not be a relationship expert, but if that’s how she treats you even though you keep trying to reach her, you should be cold to her for a while too.
Stop calling or texting her, and let her miss you too. She probably will.
try duzo’s advice. relax on the attention
She might not feel the same way about you. I’ve learned a lot about love…some things even recently. I was head over heels for this one girl and I made some silly mistakes, not realizing at the time I screwed up-sometimes guys are slow to catch on.
Anyways, she became cold towards me, only when I thought about it did I realize my error. I thought she and I were done, I was really sad and down and was about to write the whole thing off, but we hung out recently and that spark re-ignited between us again. And she was thinking the same things I was-that we had a lot to talk about (sort out).
I really look forward to that because I think our relationship will only get better. Now your situation is different of course, if you don’t have your act together (like not working), don’t have your head straight and so forth, then she might not think you’re ready yet for her. What helped me is to think a lot about your situation, run every scenario you can think of. Put yourself in her shoes and see yourself through her eyes. That was the only way I was able to figure out that I really messed up, but I think she forgave me because it’s clear she wants to be with me again.
I have to say, despite my thoughts of suicide, the one thing I truly live for is to be with a beautiful girl and enjoy her company. Sure maybe I might get bored of it one day but I don’t see it happening, this special lady in my life keeps my on my toes.