I don’t want to die. I don’t. I want a normal, happy life so bad. But I know that I will never have one. I’m 45, divorced, no children, unemployed for 2 years, My career is over. I live with my mom. I’m beyond lonely. Women won’t have anything to do with me. My money is gone. I wake up every morning scared to death. Any hope at salvaging a normal life is gone. I purchased a gun yesterday with the last money I had. God help me!! I’m so scared!!!!!
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Give the gun to your mom, Billy.
That’s the only thing you have to focus on doing right now. Let everything else just fade away. Don’t worry about relationships, or kids, or jobs, just find the gun and give it to your mom. You don’t have to say anything to her just get rid of it.
I have 1 too. By my side always and the choice to live or die is MINE and mine only!!! Fuck everyone else now you gotta do what’s best for you. I have 2 boys, never married, but if I knew what I do about the world then as I do now I would have shot my kids on her tits!!! Its all about you!!!
Seriously you should give it to your mom things will get better it all takes time. You can get through this and you’ll realize you’re glad you stayed.