So, I need help. I don’t know why I live anymore. My dad has been abusing me and bullying me since forever. Whenever I get picked up from him on weekends he just abuses me and calls me a failure. And compares me to everyone else as if I am not good. Now my best friend that I thought we shared everything in common with supposably thinks I’m lying because he boyfriend lied to her about something and of course girls choose their boyfriends. And the thing is she told me to change. And now she ended the friendship with me. By growing up I thought we learned “be yourself” society wants it all, to be someone you’re not. I’ve honestly been thinking about suicide. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve recorded a couple individual videos for specific reasons (people) who made me want to end my life. Why live when others tell you not to live. Why live when no one wants you. When your own father wants you to be dead.
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I completely understand where you are coming from. I also came to odds with my best friend and Im not really sure how to go on. Its hard when you lose the person you put so much trust, faith, and love into. I have been dealing with it for 4 months now. I have battled suicidal thoughts almost every day (There is more to it then this but I wont get into that here). When we let someone into our lives in such a major role we rely on them to always be there and trust them unconditionally. Do not let this persons actions generate a response from you without giving it great thought.
Thank you for understanding, and today she called me all these names and I tried to explain to his calmly that I am not lying and still she says the meanest thing ever “you won’t have friends if you don’t change yourself”
Your probably not a failure and its probably society that is. Why try to live up to expectations from friends and family and when that doesn’t work out it seems and gets pretty difficult
Thank you, this made me feel a lot better.