The more I think about it the more I say Fuck this world! Sure there is much beauty on this planet but then it is vivaciously obscured by the undignified injustices that occur daily as they have been for centuries. The greed, governmental corruption, theft, intentional misleading by our elected officials just so that they can fulfill their own agendas and Fuck the next guy; have greatly distorted my perceptions of the beautiful life that is painted for us as children!!! I guess that’s called “reality.” The beauty of this planet is one thing (another existence that we as humans are slowly destroying as well) I guess the life we live and the ideals we have about our mere existence are what creates the difference between the beauty that surrounds us and the malignant thoughts that make this life seem so ugly and barren though our ambience would hint otherwise to one outside looking in! I guess in general I fucking hate people !!!
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jizmhead ,
WOW! Somebody that gets it! it took me all my life to figure it out, love the subject I hate the answer, I think your very close to unraveling the truth, what’s life is really is all about. I really can’t go into great detail because it would mean writing a book to explain, but here’s my attempt to sum it up in few words, yes we are programmed from birth to believe in Santa Claus, that we are a special species, because nobody can face the truth, we are predators, that is what the human being is, like other predators such as a cat we kill to survive, catch things bat them around a bit then eat them alive! And when they devour there pray they look around and are sad there is nothing left to chew on . using the cat as an example , we domesticate them make them pets, feed them, so they basically don’t have to hunt, but! If they see a mouse they will attack and kill , hungry or not because they are predators, the human race is that domesticated cat, in efforts to live together without killing each other, but you can’t change a tigers strips, we are survivalist, greedy killers, we raise other creatures and kill for food, were top of the food change, we have it down like Hitler’s gas chambers, ok now about hating people, that’s All right, I hate the human race because they are predators and the worst thing is I’m one of them, I’ve accepted that finally “ it is what it is” reality. All the conditions were just right on this planet to create life as we know it, one day it will disappear “pulled into the sun” and that will be the end of us predators , there is no god, there is no hell, this is no heaven, that’s all made up by us predators, just stories, we are a part of the universe and nobody will ever know how or why for sure. I’m stopping now so you can read this. Good luck my fellow predator. Remember while were here lets try to play nice!!!! J
Truly, fuck the world,
for all it’s worth,
every inch of planet Earth,
fuck myself,
don’t leave me out,
but don’t get involved,
don’t corner me
Inside, ulcer,
unjust bastards,
file out face first
Meet the lies and see what you are
Thats War Nerve by Pantera. If you dont know it, youtube it. It could make you feel better or more pissed off.
We are always going to have that shit in life. Greed, corruption, selfishness, exploitation, manipulation. There are narcissists, pyschotics, peadophiles, opportunistic theives, rapists and murderers.
A work mate once said, we have so little to be excited or happy about in our adult lives, he said he found happiness in the faces and smiles of children who excitedly open presents, find new experiences, have friends over. I can smile at the moment, but dont know how long that will last.
I hate people too. They are the ones that rape, steal, harrass, bully, undermine, threaten, abuse, assault. Male and females alike. I tried, and started only recently, to be the change in life that i wanted to see. A lady was short at the grocery, I topped up her $7 bill. A lady pushing her trolley back to the store, I said, Ill take, Im heading that way. A guy on the street, for whatever reason, I myself was homeless, Ill throw him some change and a few smokes. And one of the most powerful actions? If i catch eyes with someone, I give them a smile. A smile that says, there are others out there that can, do and will think of others and help when they can.
The other day a car broke down a few cars ahead. The lane was blocked. Everyone layed on their horns, I got out of my car and pushed, alone, a poor old lady whos car wouldnt start. I couldnt believe I was the only one that helped.
Theres good people on this forum. I love chatting and reading peoples posts on here. Hope you find some good too.
Hello mick9999,
yes it’s true, people don’t want to get involved, and hate it when you interfere with their little worlds, there are times when people like your self help others, perhaps because they know and feel the pain, been there done it myself. but that’s the way it is! the thing that really comes to mind is all these worthless people once on their death bed ask for help, or suddenly get religious. I myself am not religious but when they pull the sheets over my toes I can feel good for the most part that I did try to be a good human being.
And really, at the end of it all, isnt that all we really need to be able to do, honestly look inside ourselves and say that we tried, we did the best we could and just hope it was enough.
I understand some who cant hear about your trials and situations because your stories or thoughts bring up feelings of sadness and depression upon themselves, but if they say that initially then Im sure most of us would stop the talk.
I dont beleive in god or heaven and hell, I wont be asking for mercy on my death bed and I wont be seeking God there either. Ive seen, heard, experienced and watched too much to know God is not there.
You dont need to be a saint, but if you have something that someone else lacks, why not hand it over. Especially if theyre not begging for it.
My son, still in primary school, wants to get into medicine. I asked him to get his qualifications, work a busy A&E, then after he is set up with savings, a house and car to travel abroad and work for free, helping those whose governments have refused to help and cant get the help they need. Like Fred Hollows who helped the blind children. He seems pretty keen on the idea, I would be so proud if he followed through. At his age he has already a heart of gold.
Look after each other.
mick9999,
you sound like a real good guy, and have a good kid, I’ve done my share trust me, I’ve put myself in danger, destroyed a few careers for caring and giving a shit, I’m not saying I won’t rise again and become a hero that gets black balled, punished, or put in harm way, but I really can’t do it 24hrs a day seven days a week, It’s time I worried about myself, and to be honest even though I’ve been a hero several times, I’ve been thrown under the bus every time, and nobody wants to be or cares about being my hero.
How true and how depressing. It reminds me of a hero movie, could be the incredibles, but the superhero destroys the town that he is protecting whilst fighting an enemy. The government want reimbursement and civilians sue for damages. Doesnt that sound like the world we live in?
I cant do it 24/7. There are times where I need to worry about me first, then the kids, then Ill help out wherever else I can. But really, its the smallest things that make a difference. I used to work security at a hospital. The poor lady in the room next to a guy I had to sit for a few days, had terminal cancer. No visitors, no money for TV, nothing. All I did was buy a few $5 tabloid magazines and some flowers. The smile on her face was priceless. She passed away that afternoon. I hope her last day was her best for a while and she passed on smiling.
I did intervene a racist once. The arsehole had a huge mate and the two were really giving an Asian couple a hard time. She was scared to move and his english was terrible, whenever he spoke these two just gave them more.
I went into autopilot, I stood up and brought both of these guys down a few pegs. One guy was average, but the other guy was a mountain, I was shitting myself. They actually listened, I laid it on thick about bigots and racists and shit like that. They both sat down and when security finally arrived, the two were escorted away. The couple bought me a beer, but security said that my actions were uncalled for and to finish my drink and leave. The two were still out the front of the place. Security said that once Im out of their property Im no longer their problem. Nice reward.
I left and faced them, it got ugly. I come out second best, but I couldnt sit there and ignore what was happening. I always think, what if that was my grandma, mum, sister, friend, girlfriend.
When you look at some incidents, there are two or three younger guys robbing an older couple or single person, if you saw that happening, it should be your instant reaction to help. It could be your hard earned cash they steal next. Ive always said, 5 guys in their sixties can take on 2 guys in their twenties. We need numbers, people should stop looking away and stop it from happening. Its all about numbers. A driver and cyclist had an argument at an intersection once. The cyclist was in the right, but the driver tried to take his bike. About three cars at the lights all jumped out. There was about 5 in total. We suggested the driver get in his car before it got nasty. One person listens to 5 and he got back in his car.
We need to look out for one another and its sad when people ignore and even film assaults, robberies and the like.
We dont need to be batman, but we all have a voice, sometimes yelling OI fucking loud stops people in their tracks.