I have decided to go. My husband left me for the second time. I went all out to save him from domestic violence chargsd. I lied on the stand he never hit me; but the truth is he has never stopped hitting me or verbally abusing me. I have loved him truly n have gone all out. I risked my credibility, and the day charges got dropped he left me.
i pray this never happens to anyone but i also pray my pain ends soon. I have decided to take my life; after so many attempts of dying i am trying this nicotine ingestion.
I want to say sorry to my mom and her family who have given me everything i needed.
i should die before he divorces me coz that will break me more
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am really sorry for whats happening to you 🙁 Please dont think of dieing i know its hard but please try and stay strong you can always talk with us here no need to die
Jenn, don’t let him have that much power over you. Your mom loves you and you deserve so much better than what he gave you. Don’t do it. Let’s keep in touch? Please?
nicotine probably won’t work and it will be very painful. i suggest finding another method.
I know how you feel. I wish you success, because a failed attempt could leave you in very rough shape. Most likely will be so sick and injured, that you would be wishing to die but won’t have the ability to do it yourself anymore. That is my greatest fear, too. That I’m unsuccessful and end up brain damaged and disfigured, but still alive. Yikes.
do you really have to go?