I stumbled apon this page today while desperately searching for an explanation to my constant desire to end my own life. The posts that I have read thus far have touched my heart and soul in ways i cannot imagine, i relate to so many of these posts. As i have just mentioned I found this page today so this is my first post.
I am a 20 year old university student, on the forefront i seem like I have the world figured out and a future most people only dream of but here is the truth: I am alone in this world that has been carved out for me by the very people who think they care. I cannot be around my once known and cherished friends and family, i can not look at my boyfriend without feeling anger, i can not think about my future without wondering ‘whats the point in all this if I do not want to be here?’, i can not!
tonight feels like one of those nights where it just might happen, where my existence in this world might finally come to end. Tonight feels like i can finally be at peace.
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It would help if you could tell us more about the cause(s) of your depression and suicidal thoughts. At this point in time, the only thing I can say is that most of us here are in the same boat, so we understand how you feel.