I tell you i’m serious. Over and over I tell you i’m serious. I tell you if you’re not serious then get the fuck away from me. I tell you to fucking be serious. Every comment you’ve posted affirms my view of this world because i told you to stop and you wouldn’t and could not stop because you love what you do. you characterize me when i explicitly and obviously tell you otherwise. you diminish every single one of my words. you deliberately write comments that sound unfazed and uncaring and smug. you need to go away. you need to stop typing because you do not have freedom of expression and a right to share your opinion. you will do everything in your power to characterize me however you want. you need to re read everything and look at exactly what i say and how i say it and how i characterize you. i have already stated that most people on the internet will laugh and humiliate sincerity that is a different sincerity than what they are used to. I tell you exactly what i mean and you somehow read different words than i write. you claim i act the victim when i have never claimed to be the victim. i am not a victim. i just explicitly said that. i am no more an attention seeker than you who would deliberately insult me punitively because that’s your character. stop being who you are because who you are right now is not what i want you to be.
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It is cowardice to disregard what i say and come up with your own answer. It is cowardice to be unfazed and think what I say is a joke or tell yourself I’m not serious. It is cowardice to use other people for support and to rely on others to affirm your words. It is cowardice to disregard what I tell you not to disregard because you decide what I am and decide my reality for me because you like it better than the things I say to you.
Why are you doing so much drama? didn’t you see that drama is not allowed here?
@MoonShine this is not drama. come back when you’re ready to be serious and accept the fact you don’t have freedom.
Alice didnt eve read your post, alice thinks that reading what you say is a waste of time so alice isnt even going to do that, you said alice was irritating? alice doesnt think youve seen irritating yet, just wait until alice is done with you you will rage when you hear the name alice you will die piece by piece in side just thinking of alice knowing you can do nothing to stop alice, welcome to alices world, you attack alice alice attacks back ten fold over, alice would wish you a good day, but alice doesnt want to, so have a bad day, have a terrible miserable skin crawling bad day,
@BlackOutAlice Next. Log off and come back tomorrow when you’re ready to act right.
“Stop being who you are because who you are is not who I want you to be”.
Hahahaha
I didn’t know that the rest of the world needed to conform to your expectations. We all need to be what you command us to be? Hahaha
@Morris You had a choice to not say what you did. You chose to bring attention to yourself again because the admins have taken away your ability to post. If that’s true. You are reduced to acting wrong towards me because that is the only thing stopping you from committing suicide. next.
I chose to take a stand against tyranny.
I chose to defy orders barked at me by a wanna be internet dictator. 🙂
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I need you to start acting right. 🙂
Now log off and don’t come back until you’re ready to behave properly.
Next!
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“stop being who you are because who you are right now is not what i want you to be.” i wasn’t aware that you’re the dictator of the world, i’m sorry. i’ll behave better from now on. :eyeroll:
morris, you said it better than i could. 🙂
stop
@spvnalittlelie go away and come back when you’re ready to stop dicking around and posting whatever you want because you can and disregarding what i say. next.
trolls are so amusing. 🙂
@spvnalittlelie you fucking *****. shut the fuck up. you trash me. you disregard everything i fucking say. you need to get off the computer and come back when you act right. next.
Hahahaha.
@sgfire1234; Why don’t you follow your own advice?
Try treating others the way that you’d like to be treated.
@morris next.
you just have to keep making a fool of yourself.
@spvnalittlelie next.
@sg; You’re not “acting right”.
I’m going to need you to walk to the corner of your room, put your nose against the wall, and think about what you’ve done.
When you’re ready to apologize you may come back. No go. Don’t make me tell your mommy.
Next!
@morris. stop. stop right now.
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Would you like a hug?
I’m not really the hugging type so you’re gonna have to find someone else.
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No, but seriously, thanks for the laughs.
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dude, NOBODY is going to take you seriously. except for you. you take yourself too seriously.
@spvnalittlelie you will not decide how things are. you are discredited. you need to leave and come back when you are serious. next.
oh wow. i’m “discredited”? congratulations on learning such a big-boy word!
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What is the point of this post other than to foment hate and upset?
@SP Administrator, you will not decide what this post is. you will not decide what this post is. you have not my consent to say what is happening here. you will not decide my fate. you will not.
@sg actually, i’m pretty sure they can, and will, decide. because they are the administrator. your silly ‘consent’ means nothing.
stop talking @spvnalittlelie. this thread with admin does not concern you.
@SP everyone who comments here trashes me and makes me feel hate and upset.
because you like to make drama out of everything. you start drama, you get drama. oh surprise.
are you not reading what the admin wrote? am i complaining? no i am not complaining. you need to not type if you can’t read what the admin was saying about hate and drama.
@spvnalittlelie admin claims that i start hate and upset. i provide answer that all of you trash me to prove i am not starting anything on this site and that it’s because of you.
why are we even replying to this douche? it’s obvious he’s just a little troll whoring for comments. he is probably on the other side of the screen jacking off to all the hate.
YOU WILL NOT SAY WHAT I AM AND DISREGARD WHAT I SAY. I SAID I AM SERIOUS. YOU CHOOSE TO DISREGARD THAT THEREFORE YOU NEED TO LEAVE BECAUSE YOU ARE DISCREDITED. COME BACK WHEN YOU ACT RIGHT.
again, with the “discredited” bullshit? you must really think you are something.
i am done. you are not worth my life’s energy.
go back to your hole.
stop it.
HOW AM I WHORING WHEN I TELL YOU TO STOP AND YOU DON’T STOP. YOU DON’T FUCKING STOP.
Yawn
@QuirkyFox. It’s simple. You don’t have to type Yawn. But you did, because you don’t like me and there’s nothing i can say to change you. leave and come back when you’re fucking serious.
I don’t know you. I am not passing judgement on your character.
I’m suggesting this long argument about nothing is pointless and a waste of everyone’s time and effort.
@quirkyfox you are declaring it pointless and a waste of time without my consent. you are a hinderance. come back when you’re ready to act right.
“i am no more an attention seeker than
you who would deliberately insult me punitively because
that’s your character.”
This comment may be true, but if you’re trying to expose anyone’s faults you’re not doing the best job of it since you yourself are acting in exactly the same manner you condemn – hence why you open yourself up to ‘drama’ and ridicule.
Peace be with you – you need it.
(“Stop it”, yeah, I know).
@Opacity you deliberately came here to put me in my place. I tell you to stop and you keep going. You are seeking attention from me and everyone else on here. You are feeling better about yourself because you can trash me and get away with it. next.
I’m not trashing you. I feel sorry for you. I also think we need more peace and acceptance in this world because hate only breeds more hate. You can’t heal a wound by cutting it open, you must use methods that will help the injury recover with as little scarring as possible.
If you wanted to get some point across you would have to do so in a much gentler manner without attacking anyone. Saying that only YOU have the correct outlook also will only bring mockery from others.
I hope you will gain wisdom and maturity, I really do. Peace.
@Opacity you have not my consent to feel sorry for me. the only hate on this page is from all of you. you are discredited. come back when you’re ready to act right.
@opacity also using wisdom and maturity is a way to judge and shame and condemn other people.
@Opacity it’s obvious that if you decide what i’m doing then nothing i say will change you so leave and come back when you can be serious.
So sgfire, we’re cleaning house here from folks who don’t quite understand the purpose of this website — to share your suicide story. This post clearly doesn’t fall within that category.
If you want to remain on the site, stick to our rules and stick to the topic of the site. This is not a place to explore your interpersonal differences with other members of SP.
THE REASON I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE IS BECAUSE YOU DO THINGS I DON’T WANT YOU TO DO AND YOU DECIDE MY REALITY FOR ME! THAT’S WHY I’M HERE BECAUSE NO MATTER WHERE I GO YOUR WORDS TRUMP MINE. YOU ARE NOT ACTING RIGHT. COME BACK WHEN YOU DON’T WANT ME TO COMMIT SUICIDE. QUIT YOUR GOD COMPLEX. IT’S BECAUSE OF YOU I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. YOU DO EVERYTHING WITHOUT MY CONSENT
THIS IS MY STORY I AM NOT LYING I AM NOT SEEKING ATTENTION I AM RESOLUTE AND BRAVE AND THIS IS WHY I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE YOU DECIDE WHAT I AM AND YOU TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME.
ARE YOU NOT READING WHAT EVERYONE ELSE ON THIS SITE HAS SAID TO ME IN THE LAST FIVE DAYS? ARE YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT I WANT TO COMMITT SUICIDE BECAUSE OF HOW EVERYONE ACTS TOWARDS ME WHEN I SAY THINGS THAT THEY DON’T WANT TO HERE? BECAUSE THEY TREAT ME LIKE TRASH?
If you are truely looking for support can YOU act properly?
You just spam this site and attack everyone, how can you expect people to “act right”?
Can you PLEASE stop clogging this place with spam and making it harder for people who are truely here for advice and support?
And with that, sgfire has been banned. Sorry, but if a person isn’t here to give or get emotional support for their suicidal story or thoughts or whatever, this may not be the place for them.