I’m pushing 40 and have never gotten to just hold someone, or had a real romantic relationship. I’m too ugly and disfigured for anyone to get close to. I’ve f–cking had it.
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Between 24 and 36 I was completely alone. No woman in my life whatsoever. Before 26 I had only 3 girlfriends, and only one lasting longer than a month. One of them laughed at me when she first saw me naked.
At 36 I started a relationship with the love of my life. Now at 41 (almost 42) she has abandoned me and erased me from existence. At least I was able to love and be loved. That’s all I have left. Memories.
I can’t commune with a woman as my penis is ruined. Sexual sensation is vital if you’re going to bond with a woman sexually. The only emotion I have been able to feel since I was mutilated, is anger.
Thats what the media wants to push on people. The truth is as you get older sex isnt important at all. Some women are A sexual and dont want it at all. Some women cant find pleasure in it at all after abuse. And you can have a sexual relationship and not use your penis. Women what a companion not just a hard dick. So in other words they dont care about your dick. Just as long as your not a giant dick to them.
You all are wrong. I’m not looking for a woman. I’m a transgender male attracted to men.