if i cant find a job, i will end up homeless eventually. i dont want that. i went to college. i want to work, and have a life. i dont want to end up homeless. i want a job, so i can afford to see doctors about my little health issue (that is easily fixable if one has just a little money). there isno reason why i should end up homeless, but it seems that is what is going to happen eventually. i have no siblings, and my cousins all have thier own families. im scared to die, im scared of death. im also terrified to be homeless. i pray that heaven is real. i fear i am reaching the end of my life if i cant get a job that can sustain myself. im so screwed.
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You might seam screwed but so are alot of people. Like the others in your family probably had to go through bad times before they had gotten to where they are. It takes time to get to where you want to be in life and nothing can change that.
Family is family for a reason and if you need to get some help from them then they should be there. Remember blood is thicker than water and a family should be there when one of their own is not doing well.
I had spent maybe 8 months on a friends couch because I had lost my home and family and job all within 2 months. But those 8 months also taught me that friends can be just as important as family and you can never get ahead in life doing things on your own. It’s really tough out there and the more help the better.
thank you for those kind words and that wisdom. it means alot to me
I didn’t work for 10 years of my life… Then when it came time to actually NEED to, I didn’t want to work long hours for little money. So I went self employed. Made up some flyers and posted them around my village. The response was better than I imagined and before I realised – I had more work than I could cope with. I made some good honest hard working relationships and some of those people became friends and recommended other job opportunities with better prospects. So soon I stopped doing most of my old jobs and moved onto better things.
I don’t know what it’s like where you are, but over here there’s a lot to be said for making it on your own. I would never be happy working for a huge company… I need to feel valued.
Good luck.