An attempt at stabbing your heart by your own hand surely wouldn’t work, there is just too much bone and cartilage covering it.. Plus, It would really hurt.
Your life isn’t over, young one, it is just beginning. Go out, see the world. dream of your future and one day, the dream will become a reality. We’ve been granted a difficult, challenging, yet beautiful world to live in, and you should be living it!
You need air, your head is hurting. Try to do meditation. It sounds stupid, I know, but it really does work. Focus on trying to make your brain be quiet, and eventually, it will train itself to do so.
Nothing is your fault. You can’t put blame on yourself.
Hi Tina, I wouldn’t stab my heart for real because I’m aware of the trouble, plus my survival instinct wouldn’t allow my arms to release the strength I’d need. It’s like I feel a certain urge to do so though.
I had my dreams realized, but I was stupid enough to screw it all with my own hands. The world was by my side, I was against me apparently. I can tell you with a high degree of confidence that is my fault. And it’s killing me.
I know it might sound stupid, but I feel there’s nothing I can do. Everything I can build now it will never be like what I’ve build till now (and then screwed) and every gift I would receive from life could never be as the one I threw away.
I’m dead inside. I was alive and successful, now I’m just empty and disappointed.
@MySelfIsAfterMe, you sound like me two and a half years ago.
Are you by any chance a perfectionist? Often when we have high goals that aren’t met we blame ourselves.
If you work on it, you can build up your dreams again. They may have to change a bit if you had age related deadlines for yourself, but you can still reach for your dreams. It may be a good idea to work on taking care of yourself for a little while, and get your energy restored.
That pain in your heart can lessen or even go away, but it takes time, and work. Believe me though, it’s worth the work. And it will hurt for a while, but if you keep at it you will feel the results.
(I can only give advice based on what I tried to do to get myself out of that pain, and emptiness)
You have great worth, and you need to see it. That will help with the empty feeling, do something you see as worth while. Take on a responsibility, even if it is small like volunteering to walk dogs at your local animal shelter. Do it every week, and if you force yourself to make it through several months celebrate with others who do the same volunteer work.
(again this is just an idea, you may find better ideas form someone else)
It is a challenge, but you can climb that mountain one step at a time. no matter the blisters.
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An attempt at stabbing your heart by your own hand surely wouldn’t work, there is just too much bone and cartilage covering it.. Plus, It would really hurt.
Your life isn’t over, young one, it is just beginning. Go out, see the world. dream of your future and one day, the dream will become a reality. We’ve been granted a difficult, challenging, yet beautiful world to live in, and you should be living it!
You need air, your head is hurting. Try to do meditation. It sounds stupid, I know, but it really does work. Focus on trying to make your brain be quiet, and eventually, it will train itself to do so.
Nothing is your fault. You can’t put blame on yourself.
Hi Tina, I wouldn’t stab my heart for real because I’m aware of the trouble, plus my survival instinct wouldn’t allow my arms to release the strength I’d need. It’s like I feel a certain urge to do so though.
I had my dreams realized, but I was stupid enough to screw it all with my own hands. The world was by my side, I was against me apparently. I can tell you with a high degree of confidence that is my fault. And it’s killing me.
I know it might sound stupid, but I feel there’s nothing I can do. Everything I can build now it will never be like what I’ve build till now (and then screwed) and every gift I would receive from life could never be as the one I threw away.
I’m dead inside. I was alive and successful, now I’m just empty and disappointed.
You have my sympathy, kind friend. I wish for you to get better.
@MySelfIsAfterMe, you sound like me two and a half years ago.
Are you by any chance a perfectionist? Often when we have high goals that aren’t met we blame ourselves.
If you work on it, you can build up your dreams again. They may have to change a bit if you had age related deadlines for yourself, but you can still reach for your dreams. It may be a good idea to work on taking care of yourself for a little while, and get your energy restored.
That pain in your heart can lessen or even go away, but it takes time, and work. Believe me though, it’s worth the work. And it will hurt for a while, but if you keep at it you will feel the results.
(I can only give advice based on what I tried to do to get myself out of that pain, and emptiness)
You have great worth, and you need to see it. That will help with the empty feeling, do something you see as worth while. Take on a responsibility, even if it is small like volunteering to walk dogs at your local animal shelter. Do it every week, and if you force yourself to make it through several months celebrate with others who do the same volunteer work.
(again this is just an idea, you may find better ideas form someone else)
It is a challenge, but you can climb that mountain one step at a time. no matter the blisters.