Hard to understand? Well it was the first one in a year that didn’t involve suicide in any form.
I dreamt that I was pregnant and the baby was very ill and could not survive. It’s because of something I saw yesterday on Facebook… and I woke up with a horrible feeling… but… the fact that is the first dream without suicides since my stepfather killed himself is kind of good. And also… by writing this I’m realizing that I do want to have a child. Not now, of course, but… it is a true desire. Maybe that’s something to hold on for…
PS: I’m sorry I didn’t answer the comments in my lasts posts. I just didn’t find the strength.
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Good for you. You showed true strengeth by staying alive. Thank you
to get good dreams, you should watch good things that have good things