I’ve found my exit plan… Finally a weight is lifted…

Hello hun… Yes the tea was lovely but this has finally given me hope and something to work for in all this darkness… I have been depressed for years, but now it’s just too much to bare… But I am happy that it doesn’t have to be painful and can be accessible to people who have very little money left… I’m sure I could scrounge the £200 to do this and then my pain will finally be lifted…

I am having problems with the size of canister because they only refer to a 7 pound canister, but all the sellers describe it as 40 balloons or 50 balloons… So don’t know how to calculate… But on it…. I finally have a light in my life and almost feel a sense of peace… Thank you for your words, but I am really too far gone, this is the only thing that will make me happy now…

Bless you Darien… You’re very sweet… I have to wait until I’m in emergency accommodation anyway as there are kids at my brothers house where I’m staying and I wouldn’t like family to find me… So I have a couple of weeks to plan and scrounge money 🙂 Till then you may see me posting here 🙂

Darien, You are so sweet to care, I guess I have been depressed for so long that this genuinely makes me happy at the sign of a relief… I tried to kill myself a number of times, but it’s surprisingly hard with overdoses) and I don’t really want the bleach one where it eats away at my body, meant to be the most painful death) I just want peace and to go knowing that the pain will be gone… Ordering things like ******** online are mostly fake, so there leaves little options for painless deaths, but knowing now I have one, just gives me enough to cope until I can act on it…

Thank you for your kind words and as I said I really couldn’t do anything for at least 2 weeks… So you will hear from me between now and then… 🙂