I believe I am bipolar…but I think if I go see a doctor, I will get my daughter taken away. And will be judged by my family… I don’t want to take drugs for it but I know that’s what I will have to do if i go see someone about my problem. It really hurts because one minute I want to die and get to the point of almost killing myself and then I get rid of those feeling and just laugh….it fucks with my head so bad that more and more lately I keep forgetting what I am doing and makes me sad again….and then I just laugh it off as its nothing, then i get mad again when i forget witch brings me back to being sad where i try to kill my self and laugh and think its stupid that im trying to harm myself, and it brings me back to forgetting……i have been trying to wright this for over an hour now :,(
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My mother is bipolar, so as long you are sincere about it and is willing to get better then I guess that there is no problem.
Sometimes I am overflowed by my emotions, I know how it is like, I had a fight with a precious person and now I regret what I’ve told to her.
I am learning about how to control these emotions and chill off, then later speak with the person. It can avoid a lot of problems, we only get better when we struggle, it’s part of life :].