I don’t want to hurt my family, but I am in too much pain to carry on. I was never meant for this world. I feel so alone and lost. I just want my soul to be forever free.
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just wanted to say your not alone everyone here is lost just dont give up looking
Yep, you’re not alone here, almost all of us feel the same and have the same thoughts. Feel free to share more if you like, there is only kindness and welcoming answers here.
Thanks for posting and I hope your soul will find its peace, maybe even through venting here (some people have been members here for years just venting when it all got too much). Feel free to introduce yourself a little, we all want to help x
Your definitely not alone but like me it feels that way just going around in our community doesn’t it. I look around and just have no solutions either. But hey, at least god made it so none of us live the same life forever, boy would that be tough lol
I feel like this too. : / life is such a struggle and for what… what are we trying to achieve? Apart from the total destruction of Earth.
I think humans need to be wiped out. We are disgusting parasites, I hate that our ‘perfect gardens’ mean hegehogs will be extinct in 20 years.
Part of me wants to carry on but part of me has already given up. Depression keeps puttling me under and turning out the light at the end of the tunnel….It is kinda nice to know I am not alone, but sad that others are going through the same.
we all have our own demons that brought us here but however we found this site one thing is for certain we posted our problems so somewhere deep inside i dont think any of us have completely given up stay alive for one more day because who know what tomorrow holds
That’s true… I think most of us are reaching out, with a tiny glimmer of hope that someone might save us. The problem is we have to save ourselves. Life is really hard, I need a reason to save myself and I haven’t found one yet. Death is knocking at my door and I’m not putting up a fight. He can take me, if it’s my time to go.
My family is what keeps me alive too. Sometimes I just wish I had no one that loves me so I could feel free to go in peace. But since I love them too I know that the only option I have it is to continue swimming against my depression even if every time I try I got hit by waves of pain and regret and grief and guilt, as the problem that triggered my anxiety/depression is getting worse and it has generated a chain of other problems. The pain is too much and it is not fair that we have to go through this, but that’s it. Constantly thinking about our misery only makes it worse, so sad I can’t help stop thinking about it.
Everyone is meant for this world and you are too. Stay strong because you are beautiful inside and out, there are people that love you and you don’t want to hurt them. Maybe talk to somebody or get a counselor. There is a reason that your living, don’t self harm. Pretty soon you will figure out that reason.
Everyone here is right we’re not alone but it sure feels like is some times. But know it’s not your family you need to live for it’s yourself.
I couldn’t agree more with Kieylee. It’s a good point that while nobody wants to make our family sad, I don’t think it’s fair to just suffer indefinitely and go through a helpless situation just because you’d make family sad. If you can persevere it should be for yourself.
Right now I just don’t feel like going on because of myself. I am too disappointed in me and too wounded because of what I lost for my own fault. If it wasn’t for my mother and father and sister I would just get very drunk till I have no more fear to jump.