first off, I’d get on my knees, cry tears of joy and thank the people for giving me my gift. They would be like true angels to me. My body would relax and I would feel at ease. I’d lay down, and drink the stuff without hesitation, and then drift off into the miracle of eternal nothingness.
I seen so many videos on euthanasia. I’m happy for these people and wish I could be there to have what there having. The solution is pure magic. Peaceful and painless. It’s fucking beautiful!
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I, too, have watched tons of videos on this. What a beautiful way out. So sad the general pop. Doesn’t have this option.
******** is very hard to come by. Apparently it’s being sold in China for a thousand bucks. It’s also illegal to import here, though most people get away with it because from what I’ve read only about 10% is confiscated by customs, the rest gets through.
However ******** isn’t 100% lethal. It kills about 80% of people within 2 hrs…based on euthanasia studies and sometimes the doctor has to intervene to ensure death. While it really is the best drug for suicide, it should be combine with another method, like inert gas to guarantee death.
The prospect of failing scares me-because I really don’t want to end up worse off if I survive. However with the means I mentioned above, it should be fairly foolproof. There are other drugs one can take like morphine, seconal and so forth which can substitute for ******** though they’re not as reliable.
Still attempting suicide should never be taken lightly. Anyone seriously considering it should take every precaution possible. I often wish I was dead, yet there are still some things in life I enjoy so I keep going-but it won’t be forever for me. Time really flies, a decade means nothing, I’m in my 40s now and my 50s aren’t very far away…so that’s probably a good time to go, if my life remains in a similar state as it is today.
I realize now I was a fool. If you don’t jump on the great opportunities that come to you early in life, you will never get anything like that again. I was once at the “top of my game” so to speak-things were going really good for me, and I squandered all that time away.
Life early on (up until my 20s) was very generous to me for no reason and now it punishes me for no reason. Anyways, I’m doing the best I can to make the most of the time I still have left. If it works out, then I will taste that good life once more…though it’ll be nothing like it was in my 20s. But if nothing pans out, then it doesn’t matter, at least I gave it my best shot and will leave in peace, knowing I tried everything I could to make it right and it just didn’t work out.