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me and Shanna had a fight last night. I was talking to my son who was upset about a death we recently experienced. I was trying to console him and make him comfortable. She lit me up so hard and I just sat there and cried like a ***** in front of my son. Then, to top it all off, she took her engagement ring off and gave it back to me as if she found it in a crackerjack box and it meant nothing. I was crushed. She grabbed her daughter and left. I hate myself. I’m not a man. I am a *****. My children already know it. And I think I’m adopting the carbon monoxide method. Clean. Easy. Peaceful.
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It will be tough on your children to lose you as a dad. Is there anyway to re-gather a life and make it simple for a while until you feel a bit better at least to make better life decisions. Do you even need a chick in your life is it reconcilable the relationship. Sometimes communication can come and go in relationships. Anyway good luck. Try to get through the rough edges of life before you think how easy it is to die by CO poisoning
Dude I love her. And I like to think that one day she’ll accept me for who I am. But maybe that’s wishful thinking?
Love is a strong thing. It can make or break a relationship. To me its not wishful thinking just communication meltdown. Continue to stay being positive though. Doesn’t sound like you did much wrong.
Some women are scary at times. They seem to enjoy being overdramatic. Maybe she was upset about something else and took it out on you. If she intimidates you too much you could break up with her, or you could use this as a lesson to try to toughen up a bit (in a relationship, both parties should be equals). If she calls or shows up again you can tell her “I like you, but I need space right now,” and don’t speak to her again until you feel ready. That way perhaps she’ll think twice about her overreaction. (If she doesn’t have the patience to wait for you then she’s not worth it anyway.)
Don’t kill yourself over this, instead work on improving what you perceive as your flaws.