i see the world through darkness
each day i think of the world a little less
in my heart and in my soul i know
life isnt handed like a present with a bow
life can be awful, dark and cruel
i wont let it take me, im no fool
my life will not end in grace or honor
by the time they find me i will be a goner
a bottle in one hand and a drink in another
i say goodbye to this world and all other
the pain will be dealt with once and for all
down through through the darkness i fall
falling and falling until i reach the end
i don’t guess i know exactly whats around the bend
heaven awaits me like a protective mother
its a beautiful place unlike any other
shining gates and streets of gold
its like anything ill ever behold
a figure stands, his arms stretched out
when i see who it is i let out a shout
Jesus welcomes me with open arms
i now know im free of the worlds harms
i cant wait to see the other side of the gates
because i know joy and happiness awaits
to those loved one
who mourn me dont be sad because
i am with my father in heaven
safe and sound in his arms
i will see you one day
but until then
thank you
and goodbye.