What’s keeping you alive to this day? What’re you living for and how did things get better for you?
Are you glad to be alive today?
Also, under what circumstances pushed you into the attempt?
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1.)nothing is keeping me alive today. Just some things I have to do before I do my next attempt
2.)not living for nothing and things are not getting better
3.)no I’m not glad I’m living today
4.)crummy life is pushed me to my attempt
Good day 🙂
i have a lot of past instances that led up to it
I’m planning my next attempt
i dont have anything
almost everything is in place i just need to clear a few things up before i go
1) I’m not living for myself, I have no dreams, hope or expectations. I’m a walking zombie. I’m too tired of living, but the suffering of me committing suicide would be an extra burden to my family. I’ve thought about disappearing and going to other city, but my mom has had enough in her own life that I can’t just take mine. I’ve thought about taking my life since 2010. It’s been 5 years already. There are many days that I wake up and think: why am I still alive? It’s painful to live when you don’t have a purpose, nor even energy to continue.
2) I just wanna die, that’s my wish. I want to go and disappear. I want to rest in peace. I’m so exhausted of living. I beg God to take my life tonight.
3) I would attempt if I wouldn’t have my family. But my mom had a very difficult life and my brother is starting a new project. My suicide would affect them deeply, so they’re the only reason why I haven’t done it before.
My kids are why I am still alive today.
I want my life back. I don’t know how I am going to do it. but I want to.