http://youtu.be/XtLvlaGJJEU gonna play this song on repeat as I’m dying. It’s about 4 mins long so I figured I’ll be passed out before the song is over. Plus it may take some of the focus off on what’s happening. This song has really relatable lyrics too.
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I was thinking. 5 to 10 mins of suffering ain’t shit compared to what I been though for 31 years nor the pain I’ll continue to suffer if I choose to stay. That’s the point I reached. In just one or two songs time I will never have to suffer or worry about a god damn thing again. Of course I’ll take something to lesson the panic response which will be even better! Plus I had panic attacks before, many times, so I figure thst it can’t be much worse than that.
Are you planning on tonight?
Oh no. Within a couple weeks. Gotta make some things and get some stuff first.
Hey wanna email me? I’ll tell you more.
I’m gonna tinker around in the old basement and see what else I can make. The people who formerly lived here left a lot of stuff behind. Thinking about making a thing that will allow for a two pronged strategy along with stuff that will relax the panic response
I’m sorry friend. I don’t know why i keep apologizing… Because your suffering will end. I’ll miss you.
Thank you so much. I really appreciate your love and support and empathy! I hate leaving you guys but the emotional agony is just too much.
This is sort of off topic but I seen were Calamity posted a picture claiming to be her saying “Chrones disease wins”. wow that is not her. The picture I seen from My far away sweethearts FaceTime chat was totally different and so was the picture she sent me. Wow. She told me her name was Jane but on thst media thing she claimed her name was Rachel