unfortunatly I don’t gave the money to get a cab or pay for it. My aunt is gonna allow me to get drinks on Friday. At least I’m lucky in that reguard. This is the last two weeks of my life, I wanna get drunk and pop pills ya know. I wanna be freed up to do what ever the heck I wanna do until the time comes. Don’t know how I’m gonna sneak vodka into the house. Guess I’d have to put it in my underwear as silly as that sounds as long as the bottle can fit. Guess for now I’ll stick to popping xanex to help numb me out. I’m more articulate and can type better when I’m on that stuff anyway. Found out I can get a refill today at least.
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Why do you have to sneak the vodka in?
Aunt would freak out! She wants me to drink the light stuff. Of course I was gonna save the vodka for when the time comes, but I’d like to sneak it and hide it until then. I would love to drink Natrual Ice – that stuff use to knock me to my kneeze but now it gets me as about as drunk as cooers light use to. I built up a tolerance to alcohol and pills so what the heavy stuff use to do to me, don’t do it anymore.