There was a time when I was fairly content with life. Took a lot of things for granted, things I should’ve cherished but instead just let them pass me by. I let myself just dwindle, sliding down further without me even knowing it. I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my reckless, dumb self to be more wary and careful. This all stemmed from me never looking at myself with love, I always thought I had to prove something, to be someone I was never meant to be. I should’ve just accepted who I was. If life presents you a second chance, fucking take it as soon as you can, because things can go from bad to worse in a blink of an eye. Anyways signing off for tonight, take it easy fam.
-Immurement
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You’re completely right, Immurement. If life presents us a second chance, we need to take it. I know it’s easier said than done because doing things isn’t that easy when you’re depressed and wanting to die. Also… Accepting yourself, agh. That’s a challenge, but if we learn to accept who we are we forgive ourselves (our flaws and things that we can’t change), we change our mindset and that can be the key to survive and maybe finally find peace in life. I’m still trying hard to accept, forgive and love myself.