Nobody knows what kind of hell i live in! People think im happy and ok… But im not! And so long as im in this hell… I will never be ok. Im sick and tired of crying… I just want it all to stop. I cant take anymore…
Nothing will change… No matter how hard i hope… No matter what i do… Nothing changes. And i cant take this anymore!!!!!
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I think we are on the same track. I am too unable to change. But one day I hope that I will change. This hope keeps me move forward. Never loose hope.
I don’t mean to pry but are you medicated? If you’re not, medication may help.
bluerose, i love your name darlin. its good to let out the pain. let it out.
whats worse then feeling distressed? internalizing it. the fact youre expressing it: thats commendable and takes strength. proud of you. one day at a time huh.