I don’t wanna get up and go through the motions of my day, I just wanna sit here and cry. I don’t really have a reason to cry, which makes it even worse….I just cry because I’m me. I cant tell any of my friends about how I think about dying all the time, which makes me feel even more alone and hopeless. I don’t really want to get better, I kinda like to feel this way, I like being sick and don’t want help. I just want someone to cry with me.
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I fully understand
It’s strange how depression can sometimes feel like a warm blanket you never want to leave; but can also feel like sleeping on nails. Probably not the best way to explain it but I understand how you feel.
The worst part is being alone. It’s like trying to navigate through a dark tunnel alone. Even when we’re not alone, we still feel alone. It’s a torture chamber. Cry when you need to, but give yourself a chance to see if you can get better. Nothing is instantaneous but there will be something that will help in the long run.