Idk what it is with today…. I’ve just felt like shit all day. I’ve felt like screaming and crying all day and i have no idea why…. i have thought having my daily relapse for the day and making myself look like someone sliced the hell out of my arm….. Today i have done nothing but think about when i used to weigh 110- pounds and i have an issue with binge eating and i fucking hate myself for eating so much today…. I’m honestly thinking starving myself again like i used to.. And this time i don’t want help….. Anyone can offer all the help they want…but i won’t accept or agree to it getting any help… the only time i’ll take help, is if my parents find out what i’m doing to myself and they make me get help and go to doctors and shit…. I Fucking Hate Myself…….
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I wish I could stop you hating yourself. You’re just like the rest of humankind – you make mistakes, you’re a mess of skin and bones, you have flaws, you’re beautiful. I wish I could make you feel better. I hope you do someday. You don’t deserve to feel this way.
Thx for the concern i guess…
Hi… I am really sorry to hear this from you. I have the same problem as you, and you have probably heard what I am gonna tell you now before… Tell Your parents or best friend, or just someone you trust. It truly helps. Don’t be afraid that they will be disapointed in you, because they just want you to be happy… 🙂 Good Luck!