I miss all of the old friends I have lost. They left me and I left them. I miss all the good memories I had with each of them. Now I’m stuck at home alone on Halloween with no energy and no friends who want to invite me to hang out with them, I have a feeling this years holidays are going to suck.
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Hang in there!
Have you tried to recontact them recently? You may find they still want you around as much as you want them.
Im feeling the same at the moment due to a big life change in my wife leaving me. So will be alone this evening feeling jealous and happy for all those that aren’t.
Have you tried to establish new friendships.
Good luck
It’s horrible leaving friends behind, especially around the holidays. Hopefully it won’t be long before you meet more people. I’m at home this Halloween too, so in a way you’re not totally alone. 🙂
Sometimes their ideas about you are remarkably different than your own.
I reconnected with a few people this year and was shocked at how they viewed me. It was nothing like I thought. Reaching out to them was the hard part. Sometimes you aren’t left behind, they are just so busy with their own personal shit you get shelved for a while.
Plus reaching out to new friends helps. But I hate making new friends. It’s so awkward and awful. It makes me miserable. I guess I don’t have any easy answers today.
Hopefully life will give you the chance to meet new friends next year, and who knows… Real friends can always reconnect. Maybe you guys will start talking again soon.