Is it wrong that every night my tears stain my pillowcase. No one notices i often slip back into the mindset where i just see no point. Everyday i pray to God to give me the courag e to end it. Why am i not good enough??? Why???? I just want it to be over not tommorow, not the next day, but today. I hate myself. I hate my life. No one cares about me. No one loves me. I am giving up. What do i do????? They can’t tell that my will to live has disappeared. They can’t tell that my leg shakes because i just want to jump off that cliff. They can’t tell that i want it all OVER!!!!!!!! I am hurting. I am just sick of it. Sick of the bullshit. Sick of the lies being piled up on top of each other. Tired of the pain. I AM JUST TIRED
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We care, and we’ll hold out love, if you reach out to take it. Pray for the courage to reach a new day filled with promise. Pray for the strength to reach past the pain. Pray for Hope. These things will suit you far better than death. Many people don’t have their eyes open to see the despair, it is easy to fault them for being blind but they are not omniscient. They can’t get there without a little help.
you and me both pal. wanna talk about it?
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This rings so true with me as well – but don’t give up – there must be someone that will make our tears stop? I pray there is…
I wish but i can’t trust nobody. I am tired of getting hurt by prople who is suppose to protect.