today’s itinerary

8am- scheduled wake up
10am- actually woke up
10:02am – ah fuck late again
10:05am begin caffeine/nicotine regiment
(Blank area)
12pm- work starts to go to hell
12:30pm- spouse is in melt down
(This continues as a back and forth on which gets attention, which sucks the life out me more)
2:30pm- spouse declares I’m the problem, relationship is over (not hopeful, never is)
3:15pm- work days fucked, with 10 hours to go, isolation is creeping in, the sun is too shining, happy people piss me off with their happiness.
4pm- me: here’s the issue
Boss: no that issue has been resolved
Me: I’m right here, your 1000 miles away
Boss: but I got any email from someone further away saying its resolved.
7pm- my coworker nonchalantly mentions they could’ve made my day infinitely easier, but chose not to.
9pm- wife’s pestilence, why can’t I just hang up? Am I reeaaallly this lonely?
10:30pm- wife’s in bed, office is closed. Just work and SP now.
11:30pm- shut down, 1000 miles from home, happy for that.

Will update….
A.O.