I feel another lie coming into the works

my husband asked me last night if I wanna go home ….when I said yes he did something really shocking and said OK he will talk to his mother and he will try to go home …good right …BUT…..wait for it………I will have to see what mom says  OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS he can’t just tell hiss mother were going home after his birthday can’t do it….OHHHH and here’s another good one we might have to go back to FLORIDA because his car is there and its a hassle to get a shipper what dose he wan’t to do drive home in his two person car ….what I just don’t know no more and I still don’t have a phone .

another thing is I am not a morning person I do not like people or mornings …so I realized if I want ease in the morning I will have to be up at 6:30 am just for me to be ok for when anybody else wakes up …so mother in law loves to aggravate me in the morning now I hate this woman so much if she breathed to loudly I get pissed .  and she leaves her room a mess and her clothes in the washer and dryer if I were to that I am the most fucking filthy person on this planet,  so she gets mad me today why is my stuff still left the washer one ***** you left your stuff in the dryer …two it’s not my stuff so go fuck your self .  it five minutes to 10:00 am  mst and she yelling and I wanna die  ,already cut my self i can wear longs sleeves because  well it’s cold as fuck OHHHH one one more thing I cant go to Utah the got Evicted so fuck me I need to go home look for my own place because I know there won’t let me keep the place we have now …..