I think..

This is only my second post on here, my first post I wrote exactly how I feel and while doing this just desperately wishing I’d be blessed with a child and start a family with my boyfriend. But after one persons comment, I realised im not the only person whos feeling the way I am, upset about the things im upset about and feel helpless. Ive spoken to friends an they all have their own problems too, but what kept me down about myself is im the only person I knew of with my sort of issues and feelings. I hated it, but knowing someone related to me and knew exactly how I felt was so comforting, its helping me cope better with my problems and I hope i had the same effect on that person. We’re both blessed with amazing partners who are trying their hardest to be there for us, and our depression kept pushing them away and now I think its because we knew no one would really understand, but im taking this moment as a starting point, I know im not alone and its given me enough strength to fight, make myself happy and my boyfriend because he deserves it. And I want other people like me to fight with me, we’re never alone. There are 7 billion people on this planet, how could we ever be alone?! We can make a difference in each others lives and never have to feel this way ever again.