I came across this website about 30 minutes ago, when I was searching for something I’m really ashamed of. I was searching for a way to give myself a fatal disease, I know this is sick, I know this is insensible for those who are facing this kind of diseases.
I’m 20 years old but I’ve been through alot already. For that, for the past 5 years I’ve been suffering from a series of eating disorders and depression. I’ve had my ups and downs, but I feel like I’ve hit my rock bottom again. I have a very loving boyfriend and I feel so selfish just thinking about killing myself, and I can’t get myself to talk to him about it. I don’t know if I’ll make it or not, but I’m just hoping for the best.
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Welcome to sp eguptian.me We all came across this site looking for a way to end ourselves. Many of us are still here. I think you should talk to someone about your thoughts. Get some help. Take care.
Hi!
The site is a little messed up today with some tech issues, but still it’s nice to have you with us.
Welcome.
Hey, I’ve had my own battles with eating disorders over the years, I’m not 100% recovered but I’m doing a lot better than I was 10 years ago. It’s tough. We’re a good group for support if you ever want to talk.
“Technically” we’re not allow to discuss “methods” in detail here … but what you’ve asked … well ir really isn’t a “method” … nor is it realistic. Sorry to say, if you want to exit, you’re gonna have to do it a different way … perhaps one of the more “traditional” ways.
That said, stick around here a while and talk to some of the good folks who’ve shared similar situations as you – perhaps you’ll find different and new ways to cope with your struggles.
Welcome to the club 🙂
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