Hii… My name is Arianna, yesterday I posted on here that I tried to overdose… I did try, but fortunately it did not kill me.. I’ve been vomiting for 2 hours now.. Idk what I took, all I know it had 600 milligrams (is it milligrams or am I just dumb?) for each pill. I took 30, at the least… I did not go to the hospital and yes my parents found out.. I had told them I was bisexual and that I selfharm.. We didn’t go to the hospital because my mom thought she would lose her job ._. My mom told me that selfharming is cowardly and is showing that I’m not strong… Personally I took that offensively, because I don’t think selfharm is cowardly… It’s just a way to cope with feelings that you can’t necessarily put into words…. I was heading off to bed and told my mom I loved her… All she said is “Really?! Because you have a weird way of showing it.” Anyways… I threw away all of my blades away.. Yes, I’m going to try and stop selfharming…. And yes I’m recovering fine from the pill overdosage thing.. I’m not leaving anytime soon.. Not when I’m with someone who would of took his life if I took mine.. Thank you. Goodnight y’all. Feel free to hmu on kik.. Arianna_Newton
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@Airrie
Arianaaa! Welcome back, geez you sure had us worried sick about you. You are now taking the best steps on your way to recovery.
Seriously, we are happy you’re back and safe.
Kik: H4UOK 🙂
Airrie. So glad you are ok. I took pills once and had to throw up. My sister told me I was selfish. Obviously some people don’t understand that when we are hurting and feel misunderstood we do stuff like that. I’m glad you threw out your blades. If you get tempted, please post here because a lot of people understand that feeling. It is good to have a safe place to vent.
Airrie, We are very glad that you are alive and we appreciate you posting to let us know you are ok. I was the one that told you that you wouldn’t die. Its just the way it goes. Most of the time these days when a person tries to end it with pills it almost never works. Yes It is possible to die from overdosing on something > but most of the pills that are out there they have safe proofed so that people wont die from them. anyway. I am glad that you are alive. I bet you feel kind of rough right now. Your stomach might feel upset and you might have a headache or something like that > but you will recover. You will get through this and be able to put it behind you and move forward in life. Trust me you will.
You are not a coward. But I do have to say there are other ways to learn to deal with your issues other then cutting. I am glad that you threw the blades out. if you keep chatting here at the SP forum there will be some people who can come and help you get through all of this.
keep posting.
I wish you peace