Wasteing Away

I have friends traveling out of the country, going to the beach, road trips, enjoying summer and life, having summer romances,  Having great summer jobs and internships. I am just here sitting on my ugly, single and fat ass sweating bad enough that its dripping down my thighs, with family drama all around, broke as hell cant find a summer job that will call me back for an interview, So I cant really  travel anywhere, I am miserable as hell in my online summer classes to the point i want to jump out of my bedroom window.   Someone please just put me out of my misery