So I went to my prom as a lot people recommend but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t enjoy it my social anxiety kicked in and I became self conscious. All the songs reminded me of my bestfriend and person I loved that I lost. I missed him and really wished he could have been there. I saw everyone else was happy so what the fuck did I do to deserve so much pain, to lose everything. Why am I being punished since the day I was born.
I cant do this anymore
I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up
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You are not alone in feeling this way. FOr starters lots of people have social anxiety. Also lots of people have lost people they know and love and have pain over the loss.
I am glad you went to your prom. It took a lot of courage to go, but I am sorry to hear that you didn’t enjoy it. I went to my prom and it was ok but It wasn’t this big great thing. I went with a girl that was just a friend so it wasn’t a love thing. It was just going for the sake of going. SO I am in the boat with you. Yes I feel like I have been suffering my whole life one way or the other and sometimes wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up. So I just wanted you to know the issues you have are not uncommon and you are not alone in feeling this way.
I hope that things get better for you.