Every time something good happens, I remember what the ending of this year could be. I remember that on December 31st, 2016, I might no longer be in this world. I don’t think I’ll make it through the year. Too much shit goes on in my life for it to ever continuously be better. I hope I at least find love before I go.
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If I may ask, why do you think you won’t be in this world anymore on that date?
Sorry for the late response, I don’t come on here as often anymore. Back at the beginning of this year, instead of making a New Years resolutions, I made sort of a New Years ultimatum. I decided to give myself a year. On December 31st 2016, if I decide that my life won’t get any better, that’s my suicide date. I have given myself a year to try to improve my life and sometimes it seems like a success but other times I’m grateful I have a way out.