How do you live when you don’t want to do anything? When doing anything is painful? How do you cope with not wanting to get out of bed? What do you do when your will to do nothing at all is so strong? How do you keep from going insane through lack of activity?
The pills ain’t working and they won’t give me ECT. I’m truly , truly, fucked.
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Why won’t they give you ECT?
They don’t think I’m that bad but trust me I am. I can’t tell them how suicidal I am because they’ll put me back in hospital and I felt even worse in there than I do out here. #fucked
You cannot cope (you can to a degree, but thats individual). I just wait in pain to pain to stop