one year

It’s been a while since i have been on this site but it helped me. It has been almost a year since i have self harmed and i hadn’t even realised and almost that same amount of time since i wanted to commit suicide. ive been making new friends that have helped me, and my old ones that didnt help dont effect me anymore. i have become a stronger person and am now an aunt to a beautiful baby girl. i am happy that i was able to see her and that i will be able to shape her into an amazing and kind person. I want people to know that it might not become better, because i know that everyone has heard that before and it is a very clishe phrase, but it sometimes it does, and if it doesnt then it will at least become bearable. unfortunetly i broke a promise that i would be there for someone and now i dont know how they are coping with life or if they are still on this earth. But i do want them to know that i am sorry that i broke my promise and that i hope they are well and happy. I hope that this shows people that when things sems hopeless and like there is no way you can get through it, the future may just suprise you.