Today I woke up alone. The entire day so far I’ve held back from crying, I can’t hold it back. The thoughts of ending are more and more. It’s just so difficult because I know it’s not the right decision but the easiest way out of it. The feelings of nervousness and sadness are growing. The thoughts of ending it, although prevalent in my mind are hidden outwardly. I don’t want to do this anymore.
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I know how you feel
Hey, I’m not sure what you are going through right now but I understand the pain. You are not alone please try and stay strong.
Thank you, I tried and failed…not much more I can take…I appreciate the encouragement though.
It’s good to know that you, yourself are trying but it saddens every time you failed. I know how exactly it feels. I mean it. Sometimes, there’s always that period of time which we think that we’re so tired of everything and our option was to end it all..but it’s really not. It’s just the way how we think of it. Don’t lose hope, stay holding on.