I beat myself last night. I heard it was a form of self harm. So i guess that was my first time. It felt so good- so much that all i remember was laughing in bed, and hitting my forearms until i couldnt feel my fingers anymore. There are no bruises, its a relief. But this morning they ache- and all i want to so is pound them until i have no control left. I guess ill reserve tonight as well.
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Please be careful. You don’t deserve to be abused by anyone… including yourself.
im just so scared.
Hey there, I used to get so angry and upset I used to self harm as well. Now I found that jogging tends to do the same thing, it will definitely give you pain but it feels much more productive and you get those endorphins we all seem to be lacking. Plus runner’s stitch hurts like a biatch and if you’re lucky you’ll be sore for couple days! All joking aside, I have to second distantroad, there are enough people out there who are going to treat you like dirt, but you don’t have to be one of them, you can champion yourself.
Also stick in headphones so you can tune the world out, look at no one, I personally love running to Starset.