Dealing with a mentaly unstabled mom

Before I start with anything im a 15 year old man and I manly struggle with depression and Social Anxiety.

Im not sure what age my mom is but she’s in the late 30’s. She has anger issue’s and she yells every fucking day. We don’t get alone because it’s her fought. Now you may think im just any typical teenager that is immature and disrespectful to their parents but with me it’s the other way around. My mom is actually disrespectful to me. Im a very respectful kid. I open doors for everyone, I do whats asked and I do things even unasked. I get along with my dad a hell of alot better then my Mom.

I try to get along with my mom but theirs nothing I think of I can do. My mom is the typical reason why I have depression and Suicidal ideation. She has threatened to beat me up and even kill me. It’s to the point where she actually makes me want to take a kitchen nife kill her then myself.

But im going to give her another chance, im going to hug my mom tomorrow then from their hug her everyday and see what happens.

Hey atleast Im trying to fix the problem like the bigger person.

Thanks for reading give me advice on what you think I should do.

I have a therapist by the way.