Yeah, I an relate to this post. My whole life has been pain and suffering and I often think > why doesn’t God just have mercy on me and let me die in my sleep peacefully.
I wish for it so much.
Your Freudian slip may be a hint. Do you realise you asked “Have ME CRY Lord” instead of “Have MERCY Lord”. This might be a hint that you are somehow more comfortable or safe when you are sad and depressed. Maybe there is something too frightening about a happy fulfilling life. Maybe you have become too accustomed to being sad and it seems too risky or too great a task to reach for happiness. It does happen with many people.
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Please. . Please kill me now.I beg you.
Maybe He’ll answer you.
I hope that whatever He does, you’ll be able to make peace with it.
Thanks. 🙂
Yeah, I an relate to this post. My whole life has been pain and suffering and I often think > why doesn’t God just have mercy on me and let me die in my sleep peacefully.
I wish for it so much.
I agree so much phantomcitizen. Every waking day is a fucking disappointment for me.
I don’t care about peace. Why can’t he just let me die ?
Where is this compassionate god that cures people’s pain? Fucking kill me and you’ll cure it.
Perhaps, there is no god at all.
I don’t believe the God of this world is the same God as one’s soul. The Gnostics thought the same thing.
I simply know that I wanna die.
And
I hope there is no afterlife.
Your Freudian slip may be a hint. Do you realise you asked “Have ME CRY Lord” instead of “Have MERCY Lord”. This might be a hint that you are somehow more comfortable or safe when you are sad and depressed. Maybe there is something too frightening about a happy fulfilling life. Maybe you have become too accustomed to being sad and it seems too risky or too great a task to reach for happiness. It does happen with many people.